I finished the time traveler's wife this morning. It was beautiful and I laughed and cried and walked it back to the library so I could tell the librarian that she should read it. but it was hot and i hadn't eaten or had much to drink. I talked to my mom on the way there and back but when I got home I was sick almost immediately. I tried taking a cool shower, but I hate cold showers and I didn't even wash my hair. This guy called me out of the blue yesterday for a job interview and I have to admit that I was suspisious then but today I did some research on the company Primerica and I just think that I might be sick all over again. It's got me rather depresed, because I was so happy after yesterday, so estatic at the prospect that I might actually get a job and make some money and then maybe tom could quit the job that he hates and things would be a little easier. But if I took this job, I would hate it even more, and I'm debating wether I should go to the interview and hear this guy out, or if I should just leave a message over the weekend telling him that I'm not coming.