when it's over

my brain hurts. I started mapping out james, but I hate to go much further without some kind of confirmation that what I have in the scriptures is at least close to right. I just want it all to be over. ugh.
we have a cleaning lady now. she's really nice. she made my dad's room sparkle. needless to say, I'm impressed.
if only I could be impressed by my performance on this paper. I've never had to think so hard in all my life. I reread it before I sent the first half off to prof. The writing pretty much sucks. you can tell I'm flaying around for a point. what was my point again?