good friday is good

just got back from good friday service. if you're in oc and looking for a church, you should try ROCKharbor. easter service is at the oc county fairgrounds. as always, it was a very powerful message.... talked about the difference between mercy and justice (such a tie in to my paper... either God is mocking me or he's trying to help. I'd like to think it's the latter)... as in, God sent Jesus b/c of his mercy, but forgives us (or rather, we are forgiven) b/c of his justice, meaning he can't charge us twice and our sins have already been covered.

anyway, I emailed my professor again in a desperate attempt to get her to at least acknowledge anything about my paper... I would be satisfied with another "sweetie, I think we need to try again." But no, nothing. How many times can I leave a message on her home machine before it becomes undignified? If I ever finish this paper...