chaos ensues

this is going to be one of those weeks. why do i think that? i don't know.

today the may edition of the worship community webzine went live. it actually went fairly smoothy, and so that was good. every time it gets a little easier. or i care a little less. I'd like to think that it's the former.

today marks the first day of pdc. I'm supposed to actually be attending this one, to build relationships with some of the speakers. the hope here is that they will write for me. well, for the community. we'll see how much actually get to participate. I'm too willing to help out. It's like second nature. hard to give up.

i talked to grandma yesterday. it was her birthday. april told her that we were getting married this auguest. In all fairness, I didn't make it absolutely clear that dad didn't know about the wedding and/or that I wanted to be the one to tell him. So i'm assuming grandma told dad, which just complicates everything. crap.

things at the condo are going okay. it's really not home, but who expected that?

i cut out from registration early tonight and headed over to michaels to check out what papers they have for the invitations. we really need to get started on those. hopefully, i can show tom some other samples tonight.

okay, so my flatmates - sorry, housemates - are really strange people. they make me laugh. their lives are so different from mine. it's kind of strange. it's a long story.

school is crazy. i have two papers and a midterm this week. i'm going to loose my mind. If i don't get to go to workshops because work is sucking me in, i'll probably have to cut to save my school work. unc is going to be so much easier than this. i can hardly wait.

i guess i should study now. just thought i'd give you an update on what's going on.

i'm hungry. they're all downstairs. I want my strawberries. bummer.